home sick.

i know this is lame, but i am getting homesick. like, i feel like "i came... i saw... i expierenced... and now i am ready to go home."

things have reached a plateau. without all of the activities, i have gotten home sick. i miss familiarity. i miss seeing something funny, turning to arielle or david law, and not having to say a word because they saw it too. i miss truly knowing people and having them truly know me. i feel like everything i say and everything i do is being examined with a fine-toothed comb because everyone is trying to figure out who everyone is. it's driving me nuts. there is no way someone is going to truly know me in 4-5 months. just quit trying and have fun with me instead.

i hate school. i am just sick of learning things. i should have taken a break after highschool or something. i am just sick of the education enviornment. am i really supposed to remember all that stuff anyway?

i miss my family. i miss david, paige, and pam. i just miss things that are familiar.